what the fuck am i doing

it's easy to fall in love

it's easy to be alone

it's easy to hate yourself 

when all your love is inside someone else

it's easy to take it all

it's easy to give it, too

when there's more people out there to love

than people who love you

"Sometimes at night, I can't sleep. It's not because I'm sad or angry. Just because things in my head keep me awake."

never again


why the fuck are you reading this? 

I don't know why you think that you can get away with what you do. Maybe it works with some people, maybe they believe you. I don't know, but I hate it and the way you make me think.

"I don't know if you know what it feels like to be alone. Truly alone, when nobody has ever loved you, and you have never really loved anybody. When you genuinely hate yourself to your bones, when you are an ugly jealous monster, when there is never a point to anything. It's around this stage that you realise that nobody will miss you when you die. Nobody really noticed that you died a long time ago. You have been a ghost for so long, you don't know what it means to feel."

I have never been so wrong

or so alone